I just washed out a ton of product build up in my hair. Feels so good!!!!!!!!!!!

Cute?

I hung out with Anita for the first time in like 12 years? Anita is an old school friend from my Risen Christ school days. It was pretty cool, not at all awkward like I thought it would be. She remembered a lot about me. Apparently I used to climb on her when I needed to get something from a high place. All I remembered about her was that she was tall.... she's still freaking tall. I'm so jealous.

My leg hurts so bad. =<

1. I still take the free kid's cookie from cub....

My aunt is trying to set me up with some guy from church. On one hand, I'm extremely amused. On the other hand, extremely annoyed. I can find creepy boys by myself. I don't need someone else's help.

If I do go on a date that is set up by her..I'm going to act so dramatic. I might flip a table. Actually, I just really want to flip a table. however, if he looks like that asian guy from G.I joe, I'll reconsider. It's because I'm vain and shallow.

all I know about him is that he's 26. I can't even legally drink. Not that I have anything against dating Viet boys. It's just that the majority of them sound really girly.... like tan or phong or whatever. I'll find more examples. And they're really scrawny or short. If I wear heels, I'll tower over most of them. I love my heels, guys. I fucking love my heels.

She went off on some tangent about me marrying a Viet guy. I think it's because she doesn't want my babies to look like the melting pot of ethnic vagueness that is John Gosslin.

“In the end, only three things matter – How much you loved, how gently you lived, and how gracefully you let go of things not meant for you.”

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Halloween makeup for when I pass out stuff for the children

Finally getting around to messing with my blog again.

me, motherfuckers

1. Smashbox tinted moisturizer (oil free): 3.5 it's ok goes on smooth. 3.5 stars because for some reason sometimes it causes a burning tingly feeling on my face.

2. Smashbox artifical light: 3 fun to use, but there really isn't a need for it.

3. Laura Mercier concealer wheel: 3 good color selection for concealing, highlighting and contouring small areas on face. doesn't really go on smooth. I have to blend it like forever on my skin. Can crease on my under eye circles and accentuates lines there. ew

4. Smashbox stick concealer: 4. goes on smooth, good color selection, conceals under eye circles really well. probably will buy again once I run out.

5. Mac dazzle mascara: 2. Doesn't clump. However, also doesn't hold my curls at all, really smudagable. Which was why I wanted waterproof. Marketed as "water resistant", but really that's like not at all. Disappointment from one of the few mac products I've bought in awhile. Will not buy again. My maybelline natural lash mascara worked better than this and I got it at walgreens.

6. Korre's "natural" foundation: 3. Props for the high water content. Not so much for "natural ingredients" considering I couldn't even pronounce some of them. Color selection poor, they had like 6. Has an expiration date. Blends ok. Medium coverage.

7. Stila mascara: 3.5 doesn't clump, goes on smooth. Not waterproof. Holds curls ok.

Out of all my mascaras, I prefer my shiseido lash primer and mascara.

1. Smashbox tinted moisturizer.
2. smashbox primer.

yay.

who i am and who i want to be are still very different people.

how utterly pointless, then.

quick note before I sleep:

1. contact solution + eyeshadow color + angled eyeliner brush = liquidy eye liner that dries to like a stain.

love it.

My eyes are drawn to the guy in the red sweatshirt. I love red almost as much as I hate the color.

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I'd just get moccasins for 20 dollars and then stud them myself, though.

I tried being anorexic; I'd always fall asleep on my bed with hunger gnawing inside my stomach. waking up hours later with the pains and my breath on the borderline of hysteria.

dear mug,

I wonder if we're so different.
You went away to try to find yourself; get lost in where no one knew you.
I stayed because a part of me knew better. Different scenery doesn't mean a different you.
You're brave though, coming back in pieces that I didn't care enough to pick up. We're all hopelessly caged.

you break bones trying to escape and I'm more than content to leave you to it.

sincerely,

The past tense of sorry.

1. Aladdin
2. Little Mermaid
3. Lady & the trap
4. Anastasia
5. Pocahontas

Location: Library.

1. I like to make lists.
2. Is it weird that I like to make lists?
3. Sometimes when my roommate is up later/earlier than I am, she'll sit and listen to me sleep-talk and takes notes in order to ask me about it later.
4. There's constant junk food in the dorm.
5. Why the hell does the cafe have just greasy food?

I took a quiz today and got 6/10. Apparently if you get more than five correct, you are clinically depressed. Granted that I took the quiz off of google so it's not that medically savvy. I think I just need a hug or a snuggle or a husnugg...leeele.

1. Jean Vest or Jean Jacket?
2. UGG suede boots or UGG knitted ones?
3. Drowning or burning?

I swear I'm not in the middle of a breakdown

;]

Light rail = awesome. After I figured out that the guy was harmless. It was pretty amusing.